| — | we live in a world where perfection is continuously sought. what we fail to realize is that perfection does not exist. (via ironworthstriking) |
1. I got on my knees and it wasn’t for a boy. I got on my knees and I thought about everything I had eaten that day and I cried so hard my mom knocked on the door. The second time, I didn’t even hesitate.
2. Alcohol makes me feel more than anybody has since he left. I’m fucking delusional, but I’m still convinced it was real. It had to be.
3. I had the pills in my hand. I shook so hard they fell to the floor and I called it a sign. Sometimes- the worst of times - I wish I had a steadier hand.
4. I need a change. I need to be a different person even if it’s for a month or six months or a lifetime, I need a change. I need something to get better.
5. I said I love you and I didn’t mean it.
6. I know It seems like I’ve got everything together, but I’ve been rehearsing the right words since I was fourteen. Blades really do change a person.
7. I wish I had a steadier hand.
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